"She practices being herself every day. Having to shed the layers of other identities took time. She even lost friendships. She couldn’t fill their egos anymore. When you focus on yourself, and love yourself, some relationships have to go."
I just wish I had some control, consistency, concept of one aspect of my life. Whether that was where I was planning on placing my young roots. Where I want to call my first adult city home. Where I want my first address change to be. Or I wish I knew what job I would be accepting, what kind of field I would be working in, what kind of hours I could expect, anything. Just a for certain job. But honestly more than both of those two very important things, I just wish I knew what the hell was going on with my relationship. I know where I’m at. I know how happy I could be. But distance is hard and it plays tricks on the mind and causes doubt in the heart. And I just wish I can any aspect of my life that could be certain right now.
